Friday, January 23, 2009

you are on my mind

your always on my mind...from the moment that i wake up to the moment that i go to sleep...but whats funny is that ur not in my dreams because your real..i dont need to dream about you to have you.

My Cinderella Story

ok so when i moved up here to Alaska...things changed big time...like i wasnt used to the weather and lots and lots of snow everywhere for like a very long time...and having a step mom...i never in my life thought about having a step mom...and i wished i didnt have one...because i live the Cinderella story...everyday....but i dont have two step sisters and my dad is alive im happy for that because my dad went to war when i was born and i thank God for him..but anyways yes im the definition of the Cinderella story ..well for the most part...it drives me crazy! ...Kachine do this Kachine do that blah blah blah! and im sick of it! im the only kid that dont get birthday parties,i get left behind places where im waiting for ever just to get picked up or they dont even tell me when they are going to pick me up its all just a surprize...man....but u know how the story goes price charming will come and sweep me off my feet and we will live happily ever after and i think i found him but things may change he cant save me all the time.... and we are still learning about each other after 10months of going out i have to find things out that just break my heart and its because a girl seems to get in our way i hate it and i dont like her too much... she flirts with him and u know what else i herd that shes afraid of me..haha i thought that was funny..i mean look at me im small compared to her dang though shes afraid of me surprising huh? oh and when we get into arguments about her or even about our future it breaks my heart but when we understand each other my heart seems to stitch its self back together...but i dont want it like that... i dont wanna argue about stupid things and fake girls that he used to like i just wanna love him and have nothing or no one bothering us....
This is my Cinderella Story
p.s sorry if it didnt make sense i was just writing what i was thinking

Thursday, January 22, 2009

about me...

My full name is a mouth full to say so i go by Kachine....my full name is Kachinefaith Artuz Sant Ana ...no Ana isn't my last name Santa Ana is and Kachinefaith is my full first name...and Artuz is my middle name...its my Moms madin name...but anyways...im currently 17..my birthday is March 18,1991..i was born in Bremerton Washington...ya i know i was born on a Navy base because my dad used to be in the Navy in till he got badly injured so not hes a vet...when i was two years old i moved from Washington to Independence Oregon...and started pre-school when i turned 3 and umm after school was done for the summer i went to Japan and turned 4 there or 5 i cant really remember right now but i lived there for a year and then moved back and thats when the bad stuff started to happen :[ well first my parents divorced so i had to live with my grandparents(my dads parents)..my mom left back to Washington with her parents...and so umm i lived in Oregon for umm kinder-half of 2nd grade...then my dad out of the blue called and said that he got married in Alaska and thats where he is now so after Christmas and new years this was the year 1999 is when i moved up to Anchorage Alaska,ive been living here ever since....so that's my story of how i got up here...and hopefully soon and if i can i will be moving to Jacksonville Florida with my mom ....ill live with her for a change and live in the hot weather of Florida.....
well i think im done :]
thank you for reading!